From _Mirror in the Mirror_, by Michael Ende Translated by J. Maxwell Brownjohn Under the expert guidance of his father and mentor, the young man had dreamed himself a pair of wings. The fruit of long hours of dreamwork spanning many years, they took shape bone by bone, sinew by sinew, feather by feather. He made them sprout from the appropriate spot between his shoulder blades (it was extremely hard to visualize while dreaming) and learned by degrees how to move them to good effect. It had sorely tried his patience to continue practising until, after countless futile attempts, he momentarily succeeded in lifting himself off the ground for the first time. Then, thanks to his father's firm but unfailingly sympathetic tuition, he gained confidence in his work. As time went by, he grew so thoroughly accustomed to his wings that he felt them to be an integral part of his body - indeed, they even became sensitive to pain and pleasure. In the end, he was compelled to wipe his memory clean of the years when he had still been without them. They were now as much a part of him as the eyes or hands he had been born with. He was ready. It was not forbidden to leave the labyrinth-city. On the contrary, anyone who succeeded in doing so was hailed as a hero, a luminary, and became a long-enduring legend. That destiny, however, was reserved for the happy. The laws that governed the lives of the labyrinth-dwellers were paradoxical but unalterable. One of the most important stated that only those who left the labyrinth could be happy, but that only the happy could escape its confines. There had been few such persons over the millennia. Anyone prepared to run the risk had first to pass a test. If he failed his master was punished in his place, and the punishment was cruelly severe. "Wings like yours are only to be worn by those who are light," the young man's father told him, looking stern, "--as light as happiness alone can make them." Then, after fixing him with a long, searching stare, he asked, "Are you happy?" "Yes, Father," came the answer, "I am." Ah, thought the young man, if that were all, there could be no risk of failure. He was so happy he felt capable of flying without wings, for he was in love. He loved with all the ardour of a youthful heart, without reservation, without a shadow of a doubt, and he knew that his love was returned as wholeheartedly. He knew that his beloved was awaiting him, and that, at the day's end, when he had passed the test, he would join her in her sky-blue chamber. Then she would nestle in his arms, weightless as a moonbeam. Clasped in a never-ending embrace, they would rise above the city and leave its walls behind them like an outgrown toy, soaring over other cities, over forests and deserts, mountains and seas, until they came to the edge of the world. As custom prescribed during this last, decisive ordeal, he was naked saved for a fishing-net that swept the ground behind him as he made his way through the maze of streets and alleys, passages and rooms. Although he did not know what problem would beset him, he felt sure he would solve it. He know only that no two problems were the same because each was carefully adapted to the candidate's personal disposition. It might have been said that the problem consisted in guessing, by dint of self-knowledge, what the problem actually was. The one rule to be strictly observed was that he should on no account enter his beloved's sky-blue chamber before sunset, when the ordeal ended. If he did, he would at once be disqualified. He smiled to himself as he recalled the almost grim severity with which his revered and kindly father had explained this prohibition. He felt not the least inclination to flout it, so he was in no danger on that score. Indeed, he had never been able to understand all the stories in which the very existence of such drove people to break them. His progress through the labyrinth-city's convoluted streets had several times taken him past the towerlike building on whose topmost floor his beloved lived. He had even passed her door - the door marked '401' - on two occasions, and had walked straight on without even pausing in his stride. But that could not be the test proper - that would have been too easy by far. Wherever he went, he came across unhappy people who stared at and after him with admiration and longing or envy. Many of them he had met before, though no such meetings could ever be deliberately engineered. The position and layout of the labyrinth-city's streets and building were forever changing, so its inhabitants could never meet by prior arrangements. Every encounter was the result of fate or chance, however one chose to interpret it. All at once the young man felt a tug at the trailing net and turned to look. Seated in a gateway, a one-legged beggar was threading one of his crutches through the mesh. "What are you doing?" protested the young man. "Take pity on me," the beggar pleaded hoarsely. "You can easy my burden a great deal by adding very little to your own. You will escape the labyrinth, happy man that you are, whereas I shall remain here for ever, for I shall never be happy. By taking at least a modicum of my unhappiness with you, you would grant me a tiny share in your escape. That would console me." The happy are seldom hard-hearted. They tend to be compassionate and eager for others to share in their good fortune. "Very well," said the young man. "If it would take so little to do you a favour, nothing could please me more." On the very next street corner he saw a ragged, careworn woman with three half-starved children. She glared at him with hatred in her eyes. "You can scarcely refuse us what you granted him," she hissed, and threaded a little iron cross through the net. It was the cross that had adorned her husband's grave. From that moment on, the net became steadily heavier. There were countless unhappy people in the labyrinth-city, and all entwined something of their own in the young man's net: a show or a valuable piece of jewellery, a bucket or a bag of coins, a garment or an iron stove, a garland of roses or an animal's carcass - even an entire door. Evening approached, and with it the end of the young man's ordeal. He trudged onward, step by step, bent double as if heading into the teeth of a fierce but inaudible tempest. Though bathed in sweat, his face was still radiant with hope, for he thought he had grasped the nature of his task and felt strong enough, in spite of everything, to accomplish it. Dusk fell, and still no one came to tell him that enough was enough. Without knowing how he came to be there, he had hauled his superhuman burden on to the flat roof of the towerlike building in which his beloved's sky-blue chamber was. He noticed for the first time, perhaps because it had never been in its present position, that the tower overlooked a stretch of seashore. To this profound alarm, the sun was already sinking below the misty horizon. On the shore stood four figures, winged like himself, and he clearly heard a disembodied voice pronounce them free to fly away. He shouted down, protesting he had been forgotten, but no one paid him any heed. His trembling finger fumbled desperately with the net, but in vain. Again and again he cried out, pleading with his father to come and help him, craning over the parapet as far as he could. As the last of the daylight faded, he saw his beloved being led out of the door below him, veiled from head to foot in black. Then, drawn by two black horses, there appeared a black coach whose roof bore a likeness of his father's grieving, despairing face. His beloved got in, and the coach drove off into the darkness. At that instant the young man realized that his task had been to be disobedient, and that he had failed the test. He felt his dream wings shrivel and fall from his shoulders like autumn leaves, and he knew that he would never fly again, never again by happy. He would remain in the labyrinth for as long as he lived, for now he truly belonged there.